Touch and Go
May 3, 2010
“Are you sure you want to do this, Jenny?” I asked in a nervous tone looking intently into her eyes trying to find an iota of doubt pero wala akong nakita.
“Yes, Kristine. Please do not ask me again.” Tahimik na sagot nito. Nangigilid ang luhang napatitig sya sa kawalan. “Gawin natin ‘to, please.” She pleaded again, motioning that I come closer. Nakaupo siya sa gilid ng kama at nagsimulang magtanggal ng sandals.
Naguguluhan man, lumapit ako and embraced her. Sinisikap kong pakalmahin siya. I tried my best to lure her out of what she has asked me to do. Hindi ko kasi makuha ang logic kung bakit kailangan naming gawin ang bagay na iyon. But Jenny seemed so determined. The world may crash and burn pero hindi ko siya matitinag sa gusto niyang mangyari. At sobra ko syang mahal para tanggihan.
Kumawala siya ng bahagya para hawiin ang pinong buhok na bahagyang tumatakip sa aking noo. Then in one motion, she framed my face with her soft hands and kissed me ever so gently. Oh, I could die of heart attack. It was a kiss that could make a million flowers bloom. Hindi ako makakilos sa aking kinauupuan. My head throbbing like crazy, nalilito sa mga pangyayari.
Aware of my shallow resistance, Jenny’s hug tightened up and kissed me deeper, begging that I respond. I couldn’t think straight. I was in the middle of a brewing war between fear and ecstasy and the last thing I felt was the parting of my lips. I gave in. I gave way.
“Jen, what do you want me to do?” I asked in between breaths. Her arms around my body. Our chests brushing at each other at hindi ako makahinga ng maayos.
“Love me, Kristine.” she softly hissed as her hands caressed the contour of my shoulders down to my waist and then settled on the swell of my hips. She was moaning beautifully, sweeping all my doubts away.
Seconds later, she was erotically undressing herself. Isa-isa nyang tinanggal ang butones ng kanyang blusa. Her eyes were locked gazing at my protruding lips. Mama-maya, inihagis niya ang mga iyon malapit sa footbed ng kama.
I froze right in front of her half-naked body. Pumanhik sya sa kama at sumandal sa headboard nito. Still shaking, I followed her and sat beside her. I held my breath when I finally got the full view of her throbbing breasts. Lumapit ako para halikan siyang muli sa mga labi. Madiin. Malalim. We were torn between too many emotions as our tongues flickered and tasted each other. It was the wildest kiss ever, so wanting, so hungry.
Napasinghap si Jen when my kisses slid down to her ears. I tenderly nibbled her earlobes and she groaned in pleasure. Hindi ako nakuntento, my lips went further down to her neck and licked them. Then as she was about to scream my name, huminto ako, and my sight fancied the swell on her chest. I started fondling them one by one. She whimpered like a cat when I stroked her right nipple and purred even more when I touched the other. As expected, we were both hot and feverish.
“I want to get lost with you, Tin.” she whispered huskily habang nakapikit ang mga mata. Bahagya akong natigilan and then swallowed hard.
Maya-maya pa, my kisses trailed towards the valley of her twins. Then I suckled her nipples like a baby.
And as if my hands have a mind of their own, I grabbed her jeans and unzipped it. She was completely naked now right before my eyes. And I couldn’t believe what I just saw. Not wasting anymore time, I removed my own pants and threw where the devil can’t find them.
She’s so beautiful. Her small slender body shining through the night lamp. Tinitigan ko siya mula ulo, dibdib and oh… I sucked my breath when I saw the V of her sex. Her slender thighs made me wild and I imagined myself trapped in between them.
“Touch me more, Kristine.” pagsusumamo nito. I obliged wholeheartedly. After getting this far? No way! Yes, love, I’ll have it done and not even an earthquake can stop me.
Passion raged between us as I continue touching every part of her. Walang espasyo sa kanyang katawan ang hindi nadaan ng aking kamay. Then I plunged to her chest and suck her pebble-hard nipples once more. She was writhing when I bit them. At halos bumaon ang mga kuko niya sa likod ko. She was so aroused, so willing to make love to me.
“Do me, Tin.” She demanded habang itinutulak pababa ang balikat ko. I knew what she wanted me to do. Bigla akong nataranta. “…please.” she urged in a sexy tone.
“Oh, Jen you have no idea how much I’ve wanted this.” Lumayo ako ng bahagya to marvel at her one last time. Gusto kong makatiyak na hindi ako nananaginip lang.
She just smiled. “Go on.”
I knelt down in front of her, kissed her tummy and showered wet kisses on her belly button. Umangat ng kaunti ang balakang niya duon. Jenny’s heart pounded wildly when my lips reached her love button. She arched her body when I planted kisses all over it. Oblivious to the world outside, she gasps outrageously when I started flicking my tongue over it. My mouth was filled with her. Halos mapugto ang hininga niya every time I sink my tongue into her sex. Gusto pa sanang mag-protesta ng isip ko but her sweetness was simply to much to resist. She was a delicacy for the gods and sino ako para tanggihan siya? Ilang sandali pa, I felt she was ready.
“It’s alright, Jen.” I whispered.
That was the signal I was waiting for. Quivering, I positioned myself beside her and kissed her one more time. Naglandas muli ang aking kamay mula sa kanyang dibdib pababa. She held my hand at masuyong dinala where she is more damp and honeyed. Then she parted her legs to give me access. Napasinghap ako duon. I touched her there while in response, she began to skillfully knead my breasts. Wala na ako sa katinuan. My rational thinking was engulfed by an unknown power possessing my body. We were both struggling to catch our breath. Every sensual moan she made ay tila musika sa aking pandinig. I caressed her even more. I explored and memorized all the softest part of her. I couldn’t take it much longer.
Muli ko siyang tinitigan sa mata and saw how determined she was. After which I positioned my hand in the right angle to launch a deep, sexy thrust. My hand moved wildly up and down, like a sword plunging deliciously to the flesh. She cried and ached everytime I thrust deep into her. Just as she’s about to reach the pinaccle of our sexual encounter, I moved around to have our legs entangle and allow our sex to brush on each other. Slowly, we danced to the rhythm that was older than the universe.
I took Jenny high above the trees, the mountains and beyond hanggang sa maabot nito ang langit. And there we saw the powerful sun shining at our damp bodies. Slowly, we wafted downward huffing for air.
Naulit pa iyon until finally there was silence.
Ibinagsak ko ang katawan sa tabi nya and fell asleep.
When I rose from bed the next day, nagiisa na lang ako sa silid. The bed and the sheets were in total disarray that reminded me how steamy the other night was. Tumayo ako para damputin ang mga nagkalat kong damit sa sahig.
I made love with my bestfriend. Paulit-ulit iyong rumehistro sa utak ko. Pagkatapos magbihis ay tinungo ko na ang banyo at bahagyang kumatok. To my surprise walang tao duon. Jenny wasn’t there. Muli akong bumalik sa kama and dialed front desk.
“Good morning. I am Kristine, your guest at Room 204.” tanong ko sa mahinahong tinig. I didn't want to sound fidgety. “I was just wondering, nakita niyo ba yung kasama ko?”
“Si Miss Jenny, ma’am?” balik tanong ni Ivy, ang front desk officer.
“Yes.” matipid kong sagot.
“She took the 6am bus ride po kanina.”
“What? She left me here?” gulat na gulat ako. Halos maputol ang kawad ng telepono sa sobrang higpit ng pagkahawak ko.
“Apparently, yes ma’am. Sabi pa po niya someone will come to pick you up. And—“
“Never mind.” I was so upset, bakit hindi ko siya naramdamang umalis.
“She asked me to tell you to look at the drawer near the side table.” Pagbibigay nito ng instruksyon.
Pagkatapos kong ibaba ang receiver, padabog akong umupo sa gilid ng kama na malapit sa side table. I was so pissed that I wanted to tear the drawer open. Bumungad sa akin ang isang piraso ng papel. It was a letter that she wrote before she left. Maiksi lang ang sulat but it was like a death sentence. I saw clearly now the only reason why we made love last night. Iyon na pala ang una at huli.
Dear Kristine,
Thank you for the wonderful night you have given me. I love you. I have loved you ever since the day I saw you. But I am not into this.
I’m not a lesbian. I cannot be a lesbian. I will never be a lesbian.
Please forgive me,
Jenny
I crumpled the paper and flushed it down the toilet.
END