Greatest FEAR

being cheated on by my partner..sakit nun di ba...kasi ngayon, i can say that she really loves me. coz she's so sweet. and i'll miss that. sana wag masulot! lol.

dying alone

Bilang praning ako, halos sa lahat ng bagay at oras takot ako. Maiwan, sa dilim, matulong ng walang akap, lahat na. :P Pero 'yung 'greatest' fear siguro na meron ako is "not having enough time" in general, pero lalo sa buhay. Not having enough time to say hello to friends you would've had, to say goodbye, to apologize. Dapat ang isusulat ko dyan, "not having a choice" pero halos lagi naman tayong may choice minsan lang too late na bago natin magawa yung gusto natin, yun yung nakakatakot.

growing old/physical aging. I just don't want to be so helpless and senile.

ung sobrang mahal na mahal ko ang isan tao to the point na mnsan mklmutan ko na may sarili pa pla akong dpt mahalin..

losing my love ones..

i have lost my dad and a younger brother, already...


and i cannot bear the thought of losing my mom and my son. baka ikamatay ko na rin.

Lord, keep my family safe!

hmm. currently, her. I don't know. Of course, lahat naman tayo ayaw nmn natin mawala mga love ones natin. Pero sya, iba eh. lol

Being forgotten.

snake... (literal & metaphorical)

after my accident, passing through NLEX.. (post traumatic stress)

let's see on monday when am back to work na after 3 months...

To grow old and die alone.. :(

losing her.

being broke and grow old...

.......I swear maawain ako sa lahat ng bagay, pero kapag yan na ang nakita ko, tapos lumilipad pa.......it's either ako ang magtatago, or sorry, sya ang didikdikin ko hanggang maging parang abo.